Friday, December 17, 2010

Musings

Daily Quote

Do you want to know who you are?
Don't ask. Act!
Action will delineate and define you.
- Thomas Jefferson


This is just rambling thoughts today.  Something that has been on my mind a bit lately that I need to muse over.

I have this person in my life who confuses me. Let's call her A. I don't really like her. I don't know why exactly, she just gets to me. I can't not see her as she is the wife of one of Ross's good friends. I try and avoid as much as possible, but these things are just sometimes unavoidable.

The thing is, she is perfectly nice. She is a good friend to Ross, and has been quite supportive of my Worlds Greatest Shave efforts. She has never been nasty to me or anyone I know. But I just get this vibe from her - you know. I can't really explain it. Just that despite appearances, I feel as though she is looking down on me and it really irritates the crap out of me. She has never said anything or done anything I can pinpoint to make me believe this, I just do.

I am not sure how to deal with it. I don't know her well enough to come out and ask her - hey do you hate me? Plus what are the odds of her admitting it if it is true? But she really grates on me. And the weird thing is, the nicer she is to me, the more it annoys the crap out of me...

How do I deal with this? Ross is aware of my feelings, but there are the occasional "couple" things I can't get out of - birthday parties, the odd dinner etc. The main problem is that once I see her she bothers me for the next few weeks. I don't know why - she just does.

Hmmm... Just needed to get this out. Thanks for listening. Would be interested in hearing any thoughts on this, on how I can see her or have communication with her, without her getting under my skin. :)


100 Days of Gratitude - Day 32
Today I am grateful for Facebook. Sounds weird but the amount of support I have gotten from Facebook sellers and "friends of friends" for my Shave in truly unbelievable. Social networking at its finest. :)

xox

2 comments:

sugarelephant said...

Please dont shoot me Kylie but I think she has a huge crush on ross, she does'nt show it but you being so in love with ross you have instincts and I think your instincts are saying beware beware. But hey I just don't trust people much so I could be way of track.

Kylie said...

LOL Katt
Nah I don't think so - she seems to look down her nose at him a bit too I think, although he doesn't see it.
I do believe she doesn't think i am good enough for him though so you may be onto something... :)