Each morning when I get to work I flick on the computer, go and make my breakfast, then sit down to catch up on my favourite blogs over my oats with honey & nuts. It is a morning ritual I love. Most mornings I have ridden to work. Today was not one of them. The heat has finally broken and it is now raining, but that happened AFTER I left for work. I now haven't ridden for 5 days.
Anyway, I was reading my blogs, and one of them jumped out at me. I put it aside and read it again when I was done with my Facebooking and Foruming.
Swayerm over at A Day in the Life Of... has really made me sit up and think today. I won't repeat what she said, go over and have a look yourself. But it made me realise I need some accountability in my eating and my exercise. Ross is no good. If I say I'm too tired, he gives me a kiss and says ok. I have tried to make him be tougher on me, but he just looks at me with his puppy dog eyes and says ok. He doesn't mean it. Well, he probably does, but he is no good at following through.
I am too complacent, and too quick to find the excuse to not eat well, or not exercise. Truth is, I hate being this fat. HATE HATE HATE it. But I still struggle to do all the things I need to do to get rid of it. I need to work out a way to become more accountable. I need to find a way to MAKE me do the things I need to do.