Last night I gave my 2 posts from yesterday and the comments I received a lot of thought. I know I am getting stuck 'in my head' which is usually when I collapse in a heap. The result of discussions with the boy and deep thinking is that I will not be joining the gym - I can not afford it. Also, I don't like gyms. Never have. So would I use it? No, probably not. I will save up and buy a treadmill when we are living somewhere more permanent again.
As for all the other accountability stuff, I know that the only person I am accountable to is me. I know that I constantly let myself down. And I know that if I don't find a way to fix this, I will never reach my goals.
A few weeks ago when I started my training programs I mentioned a large fitness goal I had in mind that I wasn't ready to share. I am still not really ready to share it, but I am thinking maybe I should. This is something I don't know if I will ever be able to do, but something I want to try. And if you all know about it, it may be the mental kick I need to keep moving forward.
So here it is...
I want to run a Marathon before I am 40 (just under 3 years).
Am I insane? Yes. Considering I can currently only run for 1 minute and we are talking about running for 6 hours. But there you go. Now you all know so I have to get my butt into gear...
Thank you everyone for the comments yesterday. I really did listen to what you were all saying and it really does mean a lot to me.